Reflection

Kilbane and Milman (2003) define reflection as “taking the time to think and contemplate metacognitively” (p. 63). The process of reflection involves thinking carefully about those events that happened in the past and blending them with what we know to create meaning about the event (Kilbane & Milman, 2003; Montgomery & Wiley, 2004). To Wyatt and Looper (1999), reflection is a very personal process. It presents your thoughts as you experienced the event, your
interpretation of the event, how you changed as a result of the event, and what you might do differently, or the same, should the event present itself again (Foster, Walker, & Song, 2007).

Reflection also allows us to compare our knowledge, skills, and at titudes against standards which measure success. Standards may be set by us based on our own goals and ambitions. We may have created personal challenges that motivate us to succeed, and by reflecting on events, may be able to determine our shortfalls and our achievement. On the other hand, standards may be set for us, quite often coming from the organizations to which we belong. Teachers often have standards set by the school divisions or state boards of education for quality of teaching. As IT professionals, we have standards set by the AECT through which we are able to demonstrate our knowledge and skills in IT.

Reflecting on Reflections

When I look back at where I started in the ITMA program, it becomes easy to reflect on my experiences and my growth.  I feel that I have come so far in my journey, which began as a teacher who wanted to be able to better design and implement instruction using technology.  As an educator, I am constantly reflecting on my teaching abilities and management skills in the classroom.  If something doesn’t work or a student isn’t benefiting from what I’m doing, then I try to change to meet those needs.  I feel that reflection is a crucial part of the voyage that I’ve been through, not only in the ITMA program, but throughout my entire life.  I am a very deep thinker, and as a result, reflection is natural part of who I am.  I am always looking to better myself and strive to help those around me do the same.

Now that I am nearing the end of this program, I feel that my view of technology and instructional technology have changed a great deal. When I first began, I thought instructional technology was, for example, using a computer to show students a picture of the periodic table of the elements. Now, I know that there is so much more to the IT process. Instructional technology is developing good instruction that uses technology to increase student learning. If student learning does not take place, then the IT process needs to be tweaked. This applies directly to my job as a teacher. It is easy to teach a really good lesson and get excited because students are successful. But, when things don't work out the way the we intend, it can be daunting trying to come up with a solution to fix our mistakes. This program has given me the tools necessary to evaluate student progress and to make changes where needed to better my instruction. It is important to get feedback from other subject matter experts as well. Reflecting on your own work is a big part of the IT process, but getting suggestions from others can be just as crucial to implementing good instruction.

I think one of the biggest lessons that I learned while in the ITMA program is patience.  Well, that seems silly because as most people know, being a middle school teacher requires that I am already a pretty patient person.  But, I quickly learned that when designing, planning, and implementing instruction, it takes time (a lot more time than I used to spend on the process).  It cannot be rushed, but must be well thought out and carefully planned. I now take time to adequately plan for each stage of a lesson, as the ID process has helped me grow significantly as a teacher.  My students not only seem happier, but they are learning beyond what I could have expected from my previous attempts at planning lessons.  I think I was a good teacher before the ITMA program, but now I am quickly developing into the teacher that I always knew I could be. 

 

Jenny Ferguson's ITMA Portfolio